i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did


i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did


i didn't mean to fall in love but i did


and you didn't mean to love me back but you did


<3

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Tuesday, November 04, 2003

tuesday...a lovely day when i woke up...planned to go parade with sHaRen to kacau beN, to check the dockers guy out, and to kacau reDdy...but plans canceled... received a msg from D...he asked if im going to prmid today coz he'll be there alone...too bad for him... wuz really bored...desperate to go out...

the phone rang 5 minutes ago...mum picked up...and it wuz aunt from ipoh... 10 minutes later...mum knocked my door...her eyes were shed in tears...and grandmama just passed away... i got a shock... even though i seldom see grandmama...i still feel sad...she sayang me...she's really cute...but i didnt even get to see her...the last time i saw her was...since cousin's wedding months ago... and now i can never see her again... i know that im gonna miss her...what i can say now is....."may you rest in peace, popo"

dad's home...so i'll be goin back to ipoh in a few hours time...for her funeral...won't be here for about at least 3-4 days...hope when i get back, nothing will change...nothing will get worse...but hope that things will get better...between me and mel....between me and everyone...everything...



...does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is...em>

-ryn-

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