Wednesday, March 17, 2004
well...i wuz bored...i AM bored...
wuz looking thru my friend's friend's friends list and all thsoe shit in friendster... and yay!!! i found another old pal...geRaLdiNe... :) she wuz this cute, chubby gurl...very good fren...used to hang out with her and pRi and Jo and cHang...who is known as aLLy in seafield.... lolzzz damnnn...the world has phucking change!!! look at us in the old times...short...crazy...childish...annoying...bitchy...ahahhahaa those were the good old days... everyone has changed... but at least i still have pRi now...she's still HERSELF and im glad!!! :p i actually miss my old buddies...even though when u see them now, you'll go like "who's that phuckin bitch who stare kok at me?!?!?!".....they might have changed now...but they're still my buddies and i'll alwiz remmeber the old fun times we had together... :) i really miss mEi YueN...even though i heard that she's this big time slut in seafield now...haven't seen her for years!!! she's antisocial so i don see her around...i still miss her company!!! ehheheheheh i jsut miss all of em!!! ;( why must people change?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? aihhhhh...one thing for sure, im still me...im still childish...im still annoying...and im still having fun!!! :p who cares about the future?!?!? and why torture yourself??? just have fun...live on...be happy now...you'll never know whats gonna happen tmr...life is fragile...hehehehhehe it's like as if im gonna die lidat...choi choi choi!!! ehehehhehe hey! that reminds me of jeEe...her cutie lil doggie...cHoi cHoi...hehehehehehe :p okay...where wuz i again?! oh yes! frens!!! ehehhehe hmmm...i still miss...who else...i miss beN...yes bliv it onot...he's a phuckin fat bastard now...but come on...he wuz this sweet lil thang that melts every lil gurl's heart!!! ahhahahahahahaha i miss kHairuL aMiR...he wuz this funniest nicest shyest malay fella on earth!!!!! :) im not sure where is he now...im still searching for him...i saw his pic in a guy's frenster pic...as in a group pic...so i gez he shud be in SU now...really hope to see him again!!! and hope he remmebers me!!! :p who else...lost count... :p majority in sj...so nvm... ehhehehehe now...i miss...micHy!!! she's still in skool...she's still around...but so wat!?!??! i miss her company!!! she no logner hang out with us...and i miss her... :( ehhehehehe soreee larrr...all in a sudden i miss all my frens so much...i miss all the late night talks...all the heart to heart talks...all the guys and gurls talk...i miss everything we all did!!! :( nowadays...i still feel pretty lonely... yes, i do have my mum n dad, but they don give a phuck bt me...i have my sis...who i hardly see...i have my beloved frens...who i seldom talk to, as in really really really talk!!! i have a guy...who loves me...but still don understand me tat well...i dono y but i cant rili talk to him... so see!!! i have no one around! :( arghhhhhhhhh!!! stress!!! i have so much to do...but i dowanna start any of em...i just wanna leave everything behind...but why cant i??? life is not beautiful...
...life is so not beautiful...
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Ryn. 10th May.
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Chocolates and Booze. Marshmallows. Donuts.
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SickInTheHead. Annoying. OverLoved. Emo-fied. Cranky.
Hyper. Evil. Spoiled. Clingy. Vain. Stubborn. Boy-ish.
Lame. DarnLazy. Blur. Obsessive. Perfectionist.
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