Saturday, April 17, 2004
sometimes i wonder if anyone still cares about me...
i am surprised... i heard a lot of new stuff...
i mean...i missed out so much...i felt so left out all in a sudden...
its like the "crowd" is no longer there...or im no longer in the "crowd"...
i felt so apart from my friends all in a sudden... i do not know why...
i have been really hyper and crazy lately...and when i stopped...i think back...
why do i act this way when i don't feel it at all...
i no longer feel the fun...i longer feel myself...
its like all so fake...not only me... everyone around me...i don feel them anymore...
i feel awfully weird...i cant say anything to anyone...i cant depend on anyone...
what happen to everyone who i once trusted and depended on...?
i no longer find anyone anywhere anymore...
there's too much to say...too much to hide...
and me and me alone must deal with everything coming my way...why?
life just seemed so unfair... especially when you have u're loved ones in the picture...no matter they're ur frens or family...everything just changes...
...if life is so unfair, why do we live...
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