Friday, August 15, 2008
lately, i've not been counting down to the day i leave for a place where i'll freeze.
i'm just starting to feel IT. i'm starting to get scared.
yeah yeah, i'm the precious lil brat at home, and i'm too afraid to be out there.
i'm afraid of being alone. i'm afraid of having no one by my side. :(
the top 10 people/things that i will miss most would be:
1. my family.
2. KinkyBunny.
3. JeeeDahling.
4. my bed and smelly pillows.
5. home cook food.
6. nasi lemak.
7. watching tv.
8. not doing my own laundry.
9. the hot weather, i guess?
10. KinkyBunny. <3
tomorrow, i will force myself to confirm my flight, and register for my orientation.
for now, i still do want to leave by 7th september, and not skip the orientation.
i might regret when time comes. but i will need to get things done no matter what.
i guess i'll just have to suck it up and DO IT! i think i can! i must!
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